Messed Up (Songfic to Love the way you lie pt2, Bleach, Ichigo K. + Rukia K.)

Originally this was on my fanfiction, but I decided to move it here since it went against guidelines.

This will be deep… violent… sad… wow. Ichiruki though. Should I make one for part 1 ? Let me now!

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On the first page of our story

the future seemed so bright

Rukia Kuchiki sat in the closet of her and her boyfriend’s room, in a ball. You love him, she told herself. You love Ichigo Kurosaki. Don’t leave. She let the tears flow freely down her face, but said not a word. When she met him, it wasn’t a big deal. They argued over every little thing, from a butterfly to a sword but then it began to get worse.

But they never wanted to leave each other.

then this thing turned out so evil

I don’t know why I’m still surprised

Ichigo Kurosaki sat down on the floor outside his and Rukia’s room, where she locked herself in. He tried to think, Why do I do this? Why do I hurt her? , trying to find the answer. He couldn’t. He loved Rukia, he really did, but why did he act the way he did? He and her were like cat and mouse. So, if he was the cat, wasn’t he supposed to attack the mouse?

Wasn’t that the way it was supposed to be?

even angels have their wicked schemes

and you take that to new extremes

Rukia looked at the doorknob, wondering whether or not should she open the door. Slowly, she opened the door of the closet and unlocked the door, where she saw Ichigo sitting.

but you’ll always be my hero

even though you’ve lost your mind

” Ichigo,” She whispered. ” I’m sorry Ichigo, I’m so sorry.” She knelt down to him. ” I love Ichigo, I’ve always loved you. I’m sorry.” Ichigo nodded in response. ” I love you too, Rukia.” He said quietly. He hugged her and placed kisses on her forehead as they both only thought of one thing,

What are we gonna do?

Just gonna stand there

and watch me burn,

Ichigo placed his hand around Rukia’s waist, pulling her towards him as she played with his hair. He kissed her lips and whispered, ” Rukia, promise me you’ll never leave me.” Rukia nodded. ” Say it,” Ichigo said. ” I won’t…” Rukia said.

But that’s alright

because I like the way it hurts

Ichigo stood and roughly kissed her. ” Say the whole thing, Rukia.” He whispered. Ichigo pushed her into the room.

Just gonna stand there

and hear me cry,

” Ichigo, I…” Rukia said before being pushed on the bed. Ichigo ripped off her top, and his pants and shirt. ” Rukia say it, now!”

But that’s all right because

I love the way you lie.

Ichigo thrust into his girlfriend, smiling when he heard her.


I love the way you lie,

Oooh I love the way you lie,

After their intense making of love, Ichigo lay beside Rukia, holding her to him. ” I promise to never you, Rukia.” He whispered as he kissed her forehead.

Now there’s gravel in our voices,

Glass shattered from the fight,

Ichigo quickly ducked as Rukia threw the glass plates. ” Damn Rukia! What the hell is wrong with you?” Ichigo yelled. ” You are, Ichigo! I’m so sick and tired of this!” Rukia screamed. Ichigo grabbed her hands.

In this tug of war,

you’ll always win,

Even when I’m right

Ichigo pushed her away from him. ” Get away from me, Ichigo! JUST GET THE HELL AWAY!” Ichigo stared. ” I can’t Rukia. I promised I wouldn’t.” So he just stayed as Rukia threw whatever she could get her hands on at him.

‘Cause you feed me fables from your hand,

With violent words and empty threats,

Rukia ran past him and into their room, slamming the door shut. She locked the door and ran into the closet, crying loudly.

And it’s sick that all these battles,

Are what Keep me satisfied,

Ichigo went to the door, and sat back in his familiar position as he listened to Rukia cry.

He had made her cry.


Just gonna stand there

and watch me burn,

” Rukia,” Ichigo called through the door. ” RUKIA! OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!” ” No!” Rukia yelled. Ichigo banged his fist on the door. ” RUKIA! OPEN THIS FUCKIN’ DOOR RIGHT NOW OR I’LL BREAK IT DOWN!”


But that’s all right

because I like the way it hurts

Ichigo stepped back and ran to the door as fast as he could and banged on it. He did that three more times before he actually busted through the door. He went through the hole, not seeing Rukia.

Just gonna stand there

and hear me cry,

Ichigo heard the quiet sobs coming from the closet and he walked over to it. He opened the door and saw Rukia on the floor, crying. ” Rukia…” He breathe. ” I’m so sorry, Rukia.”

But that’s all right because

I love the way you lie,

I love the way you lie,

Oooh I love the way you lie,

Ichigo picked Rukia up, her sobbing and hitting his back. ” Let me go, Ichigo!” Rukia screamed. ” No!” Ichigo said. He threw her on their bed.

So maybe I’m a masochist,

I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave,

Rukia jumped up from where she was on the bed, and tried to run out of the room, but Ichigo caught her. ” Rukia, you’re not keeping true to your promise,” he said. ” Leave me the hell alone!” Rukia yelled for the umpteenth time that day.

Till the walls are goin’ up,

In smoke with all our memories

Ichigo let her go and swiftly punched the wall next to him. ” Damnit!” He yelled in anger.

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction

Rukia cried softly as Ichigo pulled her up against him on their couch, him kissing her forehead. ” I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” He whispered.

hush baby, speak softly, tell me that you’re awfully sorry

that you pushed me into the coffee table last night

so I can push you off me

” I’m sorry too, Ichigo.” Rukia said. Ichigo growled at that statement. ” You have nothing to apologize for.” He said. Rukia glared. ” I do too! ” Ichigo smiled.

try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy

” What are you smiling at?” Rukia asked Ichigo. ” You,” He said. ” What? Do you think I’m a joke?” Rukia said. ” No, I just think you’re pretty.”

baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me

then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me

then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the

destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we

know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs

that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky

Rukia screamed. ” Damn you, Ichigo!” Ichigo walked towards the door. ” Screw you, Rukia!” He yelled as he slammed the door.

Two minutes later he came back.

” What the hell do you want?” Rukia asked. ” I want to keep true to my promise.” Ichigo told her. He walked over to her and scoped her in his arms. ” Ichigo! Get away from me!” He ignored the kicks he gave her. ” No.”

together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,

you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’

” Damn Rukia! That hurt!” Ichigo yelled. ” That’s what it’s supposed to do!” Rukia yelled back at him. She hit him again to make her drop from his hands.

I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count

but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain

Rukia ran back in their room, after Ichigo hit her. She ran in the closet, not caring Ichigo knew where she was.

our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’

this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand

square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it

’cause with you I’m in my fuckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

Ichigo walked to the closet and sat down beside Rukia. ” You know I’m sorry.” He said. Rukia nodded. ” I know. We need help.” She said. ” No, we don’t. You know I love you and I know you love me. That’s enough.” Rukia buried her face in Ichigo’s chest.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts

” I love you, Ichigo.” Rukia said. ” I love you too, Rukia.” Ichigo said.

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but that’s all right because I love the way you lie

” Rukia,”

” Huh?”

I love the way you lie

” Marry me.”

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